Batu Ampar Trip

We've been trying to arrange some company trip together but failed. Even we colleagues intend to book one another & go for a short trip together is so unsuccessful. They've been trying to plan for trip like bangkok or hong kong but surprisingly we ended up at Batu Ampar..

Its not a company or colleague trip. Its a wedding banquet that we've attended at Batu Ampar. Some place where i do not really wish to go due to personal issue.

Currencies we use.. Suddenly feel ourselves like millionaire.. Guess what, we are like "Come .. Rob Me Rob Me" .. haha.. who wants to rob us.. haiz..


The hotel which we shared "Novetel".. Wish to try the new "I" hotel.

We headed to one of our customer's premises as a casual hello trip.. while others are relaxing , going for their massages ...:S


The Wedding Banquet that we've attended with "WOW" "WOW" voices... haha.. cool arrangement.. i thk most gals would dream to be the bride there... too bad nvr bring any camera if not will capture some..

We headed for a few shopping malls & ended buying nothing.. Upon returning to SIN, we get ourselves & love ones some polo t-shirts which is worth buying i can say.. I shall go there again with my love ones if theres a chance but only for purchases.. nothing else.. !! Its cheaper than sin.. quality not bad.. but a reminder.. Better bring yr love ones there to try.. some sizes might not be what you think is right.. :)

Looking forward to my next trip.. Hope it will be soon .... ???

Depression ??

Met a gal a few days ago at outram MRT station. She came up to me while i was sending sms.. we spoke.. she ask me abt mobile phone issues.. "Miss, any idea what should i do if my handphone is lost" ? .. I look at her.. she seem lost.. i told her to report to police.. ask whether she had terminate her line & where she had lost the phone.. She said "I accidentally place drop the phone in my friends bag & happen that the bag was somehow past to my friend's friend. But i manage to get the SIM card back. I've called starhub to suspend the line & hv told police but i dont thk they will care". The train came.. i boarded & she also boarded. She stands beside & close to me.. ask me another question "Can you help me, call my mobile as i want to see whether anybody answer the call". The minute i heard this, i found that something seems to be wrong with this gal. Imagine.. How possible could the phone number be working if she mention that she had call to suspend the line & moreover the SIM card is with her ??? It took me a while & i shaked my head & replied "sorry". She looks down & added "How long does it take to reach Bt Batok" ? I answer her & she looks a bit sad after rejected by me of lending my phone to call her number again.

Another few minutes past.. she spoke again.. "Thks for helping me & answering my query". She smiled.. Thats because she mention that she had ask alot of ppl around but no one wish to talk to her or answer her. I understand, cos to others.. she might be abit kind of "Abnormal" in reaction.. I saw a "cross" chain around her neck.. She might be christian. The next minute went to my mind is "GOD BLESS HER"... While i'm reaching my station, she said goodbye to me with a smile.

After alighting, i give a thought. Why did she react in this manner ? Too stress ? Tired ? Her personality ? Depress ? The most possiblity to me on her is Depressed. She really look like one. I find that i can see kind of image of myself in her.

Be it work, family or other issues.. I've always put the priorities on the importance.. I've always set a very high standard to what i'm doing.. Is it good ? or is it bad ? I dont know. Too much yes & no in my mind.. ending crying most of the nights.. feeling so down & painful .. feeling tired, feeling myself collapsing soon.. Dragging myself to work at times too.. When nobody does things, i'll bring myself up to complete.. Too initiate ? I can't accomodate with others ? or I'm not suitable of this position ? Standard too high ? Pushing too hard ? Forcing too much ? I really dont know.. alot of question marks on my mind.. How to help.. nobody but myself... I just hope that i dont end up like her. I think its time for me to take a break. A short one at least.. Changing of new environment might be a good help ? I dont know.. just try.. Maybe find out the real reason whether its due to the environment ? the people ? or is it my own personal problem. Hope this works well.. Its sad to leave but when its time, its time..