New Start..

After staying off work to rest, relax & keeping myself calm + stressless... I have found myself so handicap.. what i do daily is to wake up around 6.30am, eat, sleep, watch tv, shopping, doing household chores & nothing else.. I think my mind is going to be rusty if i still dont start work.. Luckily opportunities came which i thk its time for me to make some decision & I've decided to "冲出江湖".. haha.. Friends always say i "zay buey diao" ( In Hokkien ) & "劳路命". After much toking to my family & friends, I do agreed with them .. Its always better to work with ppl whom you know & not with ppl whom you dont know them well. Therefore, I've decided to choose between "bread & butter".. Hope i dont make the wrong choice..

I'll be starting work next week... have went to view my new office yesterday.. kind of shock as it seems to be a bit smaller than what i've expected.. well, its only for the time being so its ok to me. But one thing for sure.. the aircon is damn bloody cold ~~~~ .. Hope we will expand & shift to a bigger one next year.. ;) Strive hard, work hard & looking forward to the good business & good renumeration.. ( If any & hope there is ) .. heehee... " 发啊 " ... !!!!!!!!!!!!! :-P

All the best to me & the new company.. Cheers !!!

What Does My Name Means ??

What Christina Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily. You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Budget Purchase...

Wonderful trip yesterday.. having spent only 6 plus (excluding bus fare) but getting over hundred dollars stuff.. hehehe.. All thanks to the accumulated vouchers from friends & company d&ds... See the stuffs.. worth buying .. lucky its on sale.. if not might not be enough either..


We headed to the bus stop after the purchase. What a disappointment that we have with SBS bus. Its a double deck bus which we've taken & there's not even any air coming out.. Its almost to late afternoon whereby lots of students finishing lessons & boarded the bus but we still did not see or hear any changes made by the driver to the aircon. Is he cold ? or have the Aircon Spoilt ? Leaving with question marks...

Its Time

After 8 years of struggling.. i've finally found myself releasing the kind of burden which i've been putting on my shoulder.. a burden ? is it ?

Well, its sad to see a company which staffs started to leave.. Separating one by one..

I've made the decision quite sometimes back but held back due to some issues.. After decision finalize, i've started to realise that my hard work had been recognize by others & not the ones whom i wish to be. Well maybe thats live.. one hv to look forward afterall.

I've to postpone my plans which have actually made.. Hope that it will go well & fix on what i've plan. ..

Farewells, goodbyes, thanks & caring msgs came one by one.. i sense that i've really make lots of friends during the 8 years... Thks to all..

Looking forward....

Dreams..

Dream of late dad again.. is this call 日有所思, 夜有所梦? Still wondering whether its just a dream or a hint.. This time round, he looks happy as i met him going for dinner with the rest. Is he happy cos he hv chance for a dinner with his granddaughter & family members or is it due to other reasons ? I'm happy , cos i hv been dreaming of him & his looks hv been changing good.. Sad.. cos i've lost him.. sad cos can't be with him.. a mix feeling.. happy & sad is what i hv all over.. over a year & yet the feeling still bothering.. How do i get rid of that odd feeling ? Forgive & forget or remain as memories ?

Memories ?

Dream of my late dad yesterday.. is this a dream or some kind of hint fm him ? He was smoking a a side standing .. the cigarette is the normal ones and another minute, i saw him smoking "Ang Hoon" ( In hokkien ) a type of cigarette. Does he mean he want cigarette or just a simple dream ?

I'm at my brother's new cozy house today.. & learn that the T-Loan sofa was not hear ( which is suppose to as agreed by the furniture store "RED APPLE".. not only that.. my brother had even make an effort on calling them to ask about this & the reply he get is "We're currently not free & will check & revert later".. but not even a call was back. This kind of service.. please think twice if you're purchasing anything at this shop.. dont think their service is gd enough.. Moreover, we've paid for full amount.

Its a hot day today. The whole house is so warm. reason - no aircon.. ( although they've installed ). Guess wats the reason, the contracter do not want to surrender the remote to my brother.. reason giving "full payment not receive". Whats this ? Scared of us not paying ? Why do you want to be scared.. this shows that even they themselves knows that their workmanship is lousy, their service is lousy.. if not why afraid of us not paying ? Right ? "RUSTIC DESIGN" .. you've called yrself as a design company but "RUST" yes.. inside is all rust.. when you see us , you smiled cos you see $$ in. When we've signed the contract.. all the patterns came out.. things incomplete.. cabinets cant finish in time, erros.. etc.. chemical washing of whole house which is so "CHIN CHAI". Till now you can see how dirty the window is , with alot of paint droppings dip by dip around the windows.. dusty & uncleaned.. guess "YOUR" worker only uses the water to spil on the windows only..

Have uses half a days time to help out cleaning just the windows.. imagine.. every window grill have at least a dip of paint stain on it.. Kaoz.. wat a "GOOD JOB" !!! :S

Gambade !

Hv been struggling whether to submit the letter or not two mths plus ago. After some thoughts, i've decided to give a chance to both parties.. be it whatever reasons.. Unfortunately, failed.. such a failure.. unable to explain... Hv submitted the letter to the head afew wks ago. So much things happens.. dont know wat to say.. speechless.. after struggling for so long.. this is wat i get ? No.. i've to put a stop. Hv a break, relax my mind & follow up with a plan. Initially had already planned well.. but had been smached / changed by some issues.. now only left a wk to do / settle all the things.. gd luck.. gambade to me !!

So happy to hear that she is back to the organization. So glad.. be it watever reasons.. from the deep of my heart.. gambade gal.. you should know who you are if you're reading this.. Happy for you. Give you 1/2 year ? enough ? haha.. waiting to treat you yea.. ;)