What is happening inside? Why like that?
The 3 tablet finished, no more painkiller, hv to tolerate the pain for the rest of the days😑
Too stress, they say im over reating to work. 2nd day after ops already touching my laptop😂... Really 工作狂. But no lah, i started to teach myself how to rest. I just want to clear my mails. Only 1 day i already got comjng to 300 emails to clear🙄🙄🙄. If i wait until i return to work i thk.........
Ok, i admit im a workaholic. Maybe this resulted me with fibroids. Mood swing n stress affects thats what my doctor told me when i told her which industry im in. She ask me during my 1st consultation ~ could u be overwork or over stress? Honestly, i dont know. Which industry do not hv stress? But true enough this industry in term of stress will be higher i guess.
I started having my fibroids 10 over years back when im in my previous logistic film. Taken an open ops with high water retention and pain that resulted me decided to quit the job for a rest. With high passion in this line, i joined my current boss in new film after my rest to start and learn more on other sectors.
10 overs years passed and i found new visitors coming and become tenants in my body. They even grows. This is a symptom that tells me my stress level growing. Hby ask if i want to slow down as this affects my health. I agreed it is but my learning passion yet subsided. This is a never ending learning industry and im still learning, thou im still working on what ive been working 20 years back🙄.
Actually its a bit tiring as over 20 years, im still touching what ive been doing the same thing😑. But i believe, i will move on when i feel im really ready to. Hope this day comes soon. And hope my fibroids will slow down if not my hby will ask me to remove it soon.
Removing this fibroid is no joke. Which company will let u always mc? No doubt this is uncontrollable, but it sure affects abit on yr performance, hmm... 🤔 am i over reacting? Theres a saying, 公司不会没了谁而不能运作.
But 打工要有打工的样子啊, 不是吗😅
