Year 2008 had been a striving year for me.. always doing things more than what i'm doing, always headache on issues which is not mine. brain keep storming & storming till its gonna burst.. but yet happy cos at least its working.. lolx.. haha
This year - 2009, seems a rather bad start for me. no motivation to move on. Needs to be pushed which is not a good sign as i know & i don't like it either. Mind seems not working everyday.. left in, right out. no concentration, no strength to carry on.. why ? what happen ? due to age ? or ??? Economy no good, alot of companies having retrenchment, alot ppl is jobless.. but my mind is not working hard to retain what i'm having.. why ? what happen ? Yet to know till now. Things done only when its to be. Where have all my energy gone ? where have all my systematics gone ? Searching for things when needed, brain no longer work as before.. forgetful, aimless, memory starts to shoot downwards.. i think its time to boost my brain.. time for a deep brain storming.. kill away all the germs / virus in it. reboot it. !! I need my usual self. I need my past motivation. I need my past initiatives.. plsss come back.. dont give me this brainless brain anymore.. upgrade my memory plssssss !!!!!! :S
