Was working halfway when boss ask me a question "is your grandma's funeral over" ? I told him yes. I thought he knew. As he was on leave for the pass days during my grandma's wake. During these days, its kind of stress. Stress during grandma in hospital, stress when i start to hear that she had pass away. Stress that someone ask me why i nvr inform 'her' ( why me ? or should i say why now .. so urge ? ) stress to stress my hby to be punctual for the wake , stress to inform my hby to pay respect to the dead, stress to keep hearing that he will be late or can't make it on dot.. stress to keep reminding him to offer joss to grandma.. so many stressessssssssssssssss....
You may say that i'm selfish or what. . but its really ok if you did not come to offer joss as the wake is very far from town. We knows, Grandma knows.. everyone knows.. theres a saying.. "有心就好"
