SMILE :)

Today is a friday.. a "TGIF" but no smiles. Initially, i tot that my day will be blank or busy or with no colours.. But an sms & email makes me smile.. Therefore, decided to share with your....

The SMS that i receive from one of my vendors reading :

两只老虎 两只老虎
跑得快 跑得快
一只没有眼睛
一只没有耳朵
真奇怪 真奇怪
多大了? 还唱儿歌? 别装啦! 我知道你刚刚在心里唱了.

Its abit lame but ok really makes me smile.. so i intend to forward to my friends to make them smile also.. although i know that not all will... haha.. I guess you're also singing it when you read the above right ? haha..

Next when i reach office, i found a reply mail from one of our customers reading :

The SC reply me an email yesterday writing :
Gomen-nasai, itsumo "shipper" will have to trouble you to furnish them the full address.. Thks Ya..

The SC salesman reads it last night & reply :
???????............xxxxx wat kanasai???? :((

Haha... I think its becos he do not know that his SC is replying in partial jap that leads to this joke... :P.. What a bright morning with smiles .. :)

Cold Sores

Yes, cyst.. its been attacking me since the past years when i'm in my ex company. Doctor ever said that theres alot of causes to it. Its called Cold Sores. It can be due to heatiness, lack of sleep, stressful, cold ( due to weather whereby it changes from hot to cold to hot ) & even dusty atmostphere..

I hate this cyst attacking me cos its always attacking my lips.. Kind of disfigured.. arrhhhh.. ok. although i dont really care what others think when they see that lump doing on my lips but its really uncomfortable when you find so many ppl eyeing at you.. haha.. I've stop getting this cyst for abt 2yrs & it so happen to come back yesterday. The lump just came up with a tingling & kind of pinching feeling .. you can feel like theres heartbeat in it.. arrhhh so scary.. Luckily, this time round, its not that obvious although its abit red & abit swollen.. but its getting better today.. phew... haha.. anyway it will only survive for a wk.. hehehe.. opss.. lolx.. Just hope that it wont get worst like what i've been having in the past which resulted almost disfigured haiz....:S

Moulds

Arrhhhhh.. these are the stupid moulds hanging around my kitchen cabinet just right below the sink. It even don't look like a mould as its real hard...

Saw it when its small & i thought its ok as its just that tiny & we can just scrap away. But it ended to be conquering the whole place (both in & outside cabinet). When i touch it, its hard like stone. We can only do scrapping & nothing else. At first, my cute hby even say that its ok .. its just the silicon that came out .. my goodness, how can silicon be this colour ? or even that hard ?

After telling some of my friends, one of them mention that it might be the kitchen trap uncleared that ended the wetness inside or maybe its the piping leakage or even due to the heat as the stove is just beside it... well.. after checking, theres no choking or leakage. Just don't understand why the cabinet ended damp. I've to clean it daily to prevent the moist & its so fustrating when you see new moulds appear after scrapping the old ones.. haiz... whats happening ? Is it really the lousy contractor whom is unreachable till now ? Responsibilities .. where is it ?

Aged

Humans aged.. humans with sickness aged even faster. This is the conclusion that i have after what i've met. For a very short period of time. Last time, i've also found my late dad suddenly slim down when once i saw him coming back from work. At that point of time, i did not feel any problems & thought its either becos of less food that he consume due to his age or due to his work. Till now i still couldn't find any answer to his fast slimming.

My suspicious & curiosity went up when my fil starts to grow slimmer / thinner suddenly. In my previous post, i've mention that he was suffering from thyroid. Today, i found that he seems to age even more & thinner. My heart sours.. not sure why.. just feel sad for him. Its so surprising that such a small thyroid can cause such a big impact on one's health. This shows that its really hard to predict what will happen to one in anyday .. anytime.

3in1

Feel slight gastric discomfort this afternoon. I know its coming back. My gastric pro. Yes, its the acid fluid reacting..telling me that i've taken too much coffee. haiz.. 3In1 Coffeemix is what i will get once i feel bit sleepy at work due to the full meal taken during lunch time .. ya kinda excuse but its true.. I don't really take it daily but i still get gastric flu. Guess its due to my low metabolism.

Time to discipline myself now since i know my condition. No more coffee for me for the time being :( ... There goes my 3in1 , latte & mocha.. sob sob... Hope it recover soon so i can have them again next month ;P waiting waitng... !!

New Pet

My hby's ex mgr is moving to a new flat & so they decided to give away their belove fishes.. Initially its 9 of them but due to wrong info given, 4 of them died :(


We had been wondering whether our pet arowana will kill them but we're proven wrong.. haha.. it just like to chase them... haha
This is our pet arowana.

Living with harmony... :)

Ample Slp

Yesterday was a hard day for me. Have been sneezing since morning & knock off early from work for a gd rest. Its always on a friday ever since my ex company. Not sure is it so coincidence or is it due to the weather or dusty atmostphere ( which i doubt so ). Well, whole body feeling so sick. Just wish to lie down flat immediately.. Taken one panadol ( which i hate to ) after my dinner & went to bed early at 8.30pm. I was so shock that i can eventually sleep at that time cos my normal bedtime starts only around 10plus. This shows that i'm really that tired & sick.. haha..

This morning, i wake up at 5am. mm.. can't get to sleep.. Probably its due to the early bedtime which its more than enough for me. My body is like jelly, unable to push myself out of bed then so i just lie flat staying in bed with an open eye till dawn ..:P Well, its true that i've a stubborn body huh.. will automatically sit & wake up once its time for work. haiz.. how i wish to be like some of you, continue to lie on bed till noon or more.. haha.. too bad, its just not me.

Still feeling abit cooling this morning.. or should i say i'm not fully recover ? Well, who cares.. i'll still go for my workout training as plan after work. Its the only day where i can let out my fustrations or tireness i guess.. So relaxing after the workout & steambath.. refreshes & recharged.. hehe..

洗~刷刷, 洗刷刷

I started back to my chores yesterday after a day of laziness on my special day. Its never good to leave chores behind. Its only one day & i regreted for granting myself a day off for chores. I started off with wiping the floor of dust, laundry & water refilling. The worst is the clearing of rubbish bin. Its only one day & i can see ants searching their way to hide themselves when i'm clearing it. Kinda fustration but its better to be ants than cockroaches.. haha..

Suddenly brought up to my mind. How many chores does one need to complete daily ?

- Dusting Enclose Places
- Wiping / Sweeping The Floor
- Mopping The Floor
- Laundry
- Water Refilling
- Washing Up Plates, Bowls, Cups & Utensils ..etc
- Cleaning Stoves After Cooking
- Wiping Windows
- Clearing Rubbish Bins
- Cleaning Up The Toilets , Sinks & Etc

Optional / Non Daily Chores
- Wiping / Cleaning Sofas
- Changing Of Bed Sheets
- Ironing Of Clothes
- Watering The Plants
- Wiping Tables
- Washing Socks & Shoes

Did i miss anything out ??? can't remember cos it seems uncountable chores to be done daily / weekly.. Besides above it also includes marketing ( Etc : Food & Daily Use Stuffs )

At times, i really find that i'm like a superwoman .. haha... When no one cares for it, i'll feel rather uncomfortable & my hands will starts to feel itchy... moving automatically getting stuffs done. I've even tried to test my patience once where i dont touch any of the chores which i see that nobody is touching & to my horror.. it will just lie at the same position untouch. I'll of cos be the one who clears it ultimately.. Too initiate ? Kpo ? Hardworking Or ??

Now, who actually invented household chores ? And who invented that it must be a womans' job ? If not, why we always see / hear "MARIA" but not "MARIO" ? :

AVM

Saw this link in one of the blogs.. just like to share with your. If you've time, try reading it..

http://stu.westga.edu/~wmaples/avm.html

买东西, 吃东西...

Yesterday was a bad day for both of us. I got a heat up by customer & nothing better than him. We decided to go for some good food to relax outselves.. Some kind of affordable dinner since we've been having dine out the past 3 days.. muahaha..

I had my Sambal Dory Fish while he had his steak. Mm.. nice waiting for me on the food i order.. another test of my patience as the food comes after half of his steak is gone.. haha.. I'm really good at waiting huh ! ..

So happen that the table behind me is a bunch of gals celebrating birthdays with song sing.. haha.. free bday song somemore.. haha.. wat a day.

Taken some pics by him.. aiyo.. the good photographer..
Blurr One.... Nice Snap.. Boh Charp? haha

After the meal, i decided to go & shop for my shoe & lotion.. one of the shop attracted me in.. I make a round & found the pair of heel that i love.. Its always hard to get the size i want for this kind of heels & i'm glad that i found one finally. Initially i want to get more but its better to control haha cos the payer is still nobody else but myself.. :S

The 4" shoe...Muacks..

Finally reach home.. ... haha no smile.. wanna know why ?

Thada... Its becos someone is engross & concentrating on the palm gammy..... hahaha.. addicted to it lol !!

There goes my palm : .. haha.. ;P

Touch My Heart

[ti:祝我生日快乐]
[ar:温岚]

我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么~让我诚实一点
诚实~ 难免有不能控制的宣泄
只有关上了门 不必理谁
一个人坐在空荡包厢里面
手机~让它休息一夜
难~ 想切歌切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐～
我对自己说
蜡烛点了寂寞亮了
生日快乐
泪也溶了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你~
带一点恨
还要时间 才能平衡
热恋伤痕 画面重生
祝我生日 ~ 快乐

一个人坐在空荡包厢里面
手机~让它休息一夜
难~ 想切歌切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐～
我对自己说
蜡烛点了寂寞亮了
生日快乐
泪也溶了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切

还爱你~
带一点恨
还要时间 才能平衡
热恋伤痕 画面重生
祝我生日 ~ 快乐
( X 2 )
~~~ The End ~~~

快不快乐

I've started to receive wishes today via sms, msn & even my friendster / facebook websites came a week before. Cool thing is ex-classmates & even ex-colleagues can still remember my big day. Its such a touching moment when i receive it. I thought i should have a peaceful day today & a great day tomorrow. But things don't always turn out its way.

Work issues starts early in the morning smashing my mood. Changes & changes which had lasted since last week. Everything finally finalize in the afternoon & i though it will come to an end. Yet not. SMS received informing that i'll be facing the 4 walls again. MSN came up bringing up my mood that 4 walls might be brought down. I though its great & there came another msn giving me a great hit. Hands stretch again. Why choose at this moment ? Why not two days later ? why not at least let me have a wonderful great day first ? Am i really that lenient ? Should i be more lenient ? Could i just ignore to be lenient ?

I'm actually very proud of myself. Cos i can talk to someone whom i hate. Someone ever say that i'm crazy, i shouldn't but to my surprise, i did.. to me, life is short & its really tired to hate someone for long. Its better to gain a friend than to have one more enermy. So just take things easy.. why not choose to forgive & forget ? But will i really forget ? After that incident i admit i can't but i can forgive.. If the person don't bring up the issue, why bother to remember it ? Is this lenient too ? Generous ? Soft hearted or ??? Maybe thats my personality which i'm born to be...

My friend ask me whether am i happy today ? I can't answer.. another friend of mine told me today that no matter what happens tomorrow, i must be happy .. & of cos, i hope i can....

Renovation

Last time i heard alot of complains from friends & relatives on how their house being dirtied due to their neighbours having renovation. I don't really know how its like when they mention but I finally got an answer yesterday. My new neighbour started their renovation this two wks & here comes my nightmare.. ya its mine & only mine. Why did i say that cos the ultimate person whose cleaning up will be me & nobody else.. :S

Its already not an unusual scene when i found dirt everyday on the clean floor after i've swept the night before. But this time round, its worst.. Cos of the renovation, my house started to be more & more dirty.. The moment i reach my doorstep, i can see my carpet is so dusty & my shoes are filled with sand bits.. Once i step in, i can feel the sticky flooring with dust... I'm wondering will the worker clean up the corridor after they've finish their reno since they had dirtied it in the first place or will they just left without cleaning & leaving it dusted with sand. ? Let me keep my fingers cross till they end their reno....

Shattered

Wake up 7 plus today to get ready for our breakfast & followed by our spa appointment. Luckily we reaches on time.. Started with milk bath, body scrub & there goes our 1 hr massage.. short & sweet.. Nice relax day for calming down ourselves after a month of stressful dayz at work.


Today's massage is abit painful to me as my tense muscles are the killing part, the therapist had put in alot of pressure on it in order to help me relax the muscles. My bones are like gonna shattered after the whole massage but glad that i feel my muscle abit relax after that haha..

Well, there's always abit of disappointment whentever i ask about our next destination or any plans for the day, cos the reply i got always makes me feel uncomfortable & even sad .. I told myself maybe the massage is too comfortable that leads to one feel sleepy / tired / too relax.. is it ? If we do not have any appointment, where will we end up at ? or will we be out ?

Anyway.. we're still looking forward to our next month's appointment ... :P

Speechless

Is my enlish that lousy or does the other party don't understand what i'm trying to tell them ? After thinking back, i find that i've been neglected alot on times either on speech or mails.

Repeating twice is already nothing to me as i've been doing that for many years. Ok i admit that my english is not that good but not to the extend where i've to repeatedly tell or elaborate to the other party what i've been saying. Especially when one does not concentrate or hear what i'm saying. I don't think that i'm a soft-spoken person. Why does humans tends to talk about something else when i'm trying to tell them something ? I'm giving up on repeating provided you've a very good reason behind it. No more excuses.. Its kind of fustrating when you're told to repeat. It means either you're not loud enough or the other party never notice that you're on a speech.

I'm speechless after so many incidents. If nobody wants to hear, i'll just shut up. Not say further nor repeat it again till the other party understands & realise that it hurts when nobody's listening to your speech. Its kinda sad. really sad when this kind of things can happen. Thought i should be the one suffering from short memory / concentration when i've got an ops last year ? How come it becomes those ppl around me ? :S

FIL

Was dragging myself up this morning due to lack of sleep last night :p. So nice to hear that my fil can be discharge from hospital today.

Had accompanied my fil to hospital for a thorough check up due to his abnormal stomachache. He had been hospitalize last year due to gastric & a few years ago due to intestine pro. Yesterday was another painful one for him. Its no joke having to wait at the A&E department where you've to queue for everything... whether its registration, consultation, x-rays, ECG, submitting urine samples & even toilets.. Theres some changes to the A&E dept since the last time i went last year ....... see, makes me think again.. ok back to the subject. Alot of patients were there waiting & some even complain on the long queue. During the long wait, my mil said to me .. "looks like alot of ppl comes here"... You wont be surprise, alot of ppl is sick & of cos there's alot of ppl when you've got to queue for so long. The earlier patient have yet to leave & new patients coming in.. how possibly could you find lesser ppl in the dept ? Well, one thing for sure, i finally found some good & polite nurse answering to patients query & needs when they're being approached. At least a good sign. Guess what, we spent a total of about 4hours plus at the department to get all his check-ups done, leaving hospital at almost 12am after settling the admission documents for my fil whom needs to stay back for observation..

Yawning all the way till we reach home.. its such a tiring & cold waiting day yesterday .... I feel so sleepy even till now.. haha .. lazy me..

オンラインで店

私はオンラインショッピングをかなり危険ようにupfront項目ポスト前に必要な支払常に見つけます。 さらに、項目ポストに失われる得る危険があるかもしれません。 最近、非常に共通である人々のむしろ店オンラインで項目を掲示されて得。 とにかく私は害の試みること試みを作ることにしませんでした。 Iつはオンラインモール/リンクを拾い読みします、私は私の一番最初の購入および幾分成功した始めました。 見て下さい。 これは評判が高い私の一番最初の購入です。 リンクからの鋸を持っていたものによってちょうどコメント、項目はexchangableではないかもしれませんそれです100%同じ受け取ります。;P

よい試み.... ;P

Dine @ Vivo

Went vivo with bfy yesterday. Have a very full meal, nice chat & funny jokes. see the ugly laughing action i have.. What a joke.. muahaha..

Have a bad flu since yesterday noon & lucky still got energy to dine out haha.. See my sick face..

Scenery up there is real cool.. especially x'mas tree which they had put up.. really nice when the sky getting darker..

See.. isn't it beautiful ?

往前飞

Heard this song yesterday & find that it sounds so similar to what i'm feeling recently...

作词:penny, 作曲:penny
我只想要往前飞
能飞多远也无所谓
我讨厌在这里徘徊
我厌倦我流眼泪
只管闭上眼往前追
若错过太多就有所谓
我害怕了后悔
那种遗憾的滋味
放开那些事与愿违
放开那些是是非非
转过身已走远
请留住我的美
忘掉那些曾经依偎
忘掉那些温柔相随
回过头已终结
只能给自己一个
你曾给的安慰
我害怕了后悔
那种遗憾的滋味
往前飞

Lesson

I always met passengers whom boarded buses without tapping their Ezlink card & the bus driver did not notice it. Today, a bus conductor came onboard the bus for a check. There's this lady & an indian man whom boarded after the conductor had finish checking. They might think that the conductor will not check passengers whom just boarded the bus, therefore they tried escaping the tap which too bad, i saw it. I did not report them as its none of my business .. i'm just wondering whether the conductor or driver saw them.

After a few bus stops away, the conductor went up to the driver for a chat & this indian man seems to be afraid. He went up to tap his card which caught the sight by the conductor & the driver. Later on, they mumble again & the conductor went to check on the lady. Unfortunately, she was caught, she sound surprise when the conductor told & ask her that she did not tap her card. They continue their conversation / explanation & queries while i alighted at my stop.

Its just a few cents or less than two dollars for a trip. Why save it & got yourself shameful in front of so many people ? Base on the way they dress, i don't think they are in need of money nor are they very thifty.. I think this is a good lesson to them or even to all...

相似?

五月七日, 星期五, 晴..

今天, 跟平常一样一放工就回婆家吃饭. 到了婆家,才发现我家翁还未到家, 一定是又加班了. 正当我吃饭吃到一半时, 有阵轻盈的脚步声... 是我家翁. 他放下手上的工作包, 换下了身上的肮脏衣服, 便坐在我身旁的沙发上. 当他在脱下脚上的袜子时, 他的背后正向着我. 我望着他的身后, 看到他那头黑发又开始变得有点白.. 感觉苍老了很多, 瘦了很多. 从背后看了几眼, 越看, 越象我过世的父亲.. :'( .. 眼泪差一点儿就落下..

我又想多了吗? 还是一直不肯放下? 每当我一想到他, 脑海里就会一直出现那儿个画面... 一旦想起, 接下来的不愉快事件也会一一的出现... 尤其是那真相.. 导致很多人的不愉快 / 烦恼 / 悲痛 / 忧郁等.. 该来的,还是来了.. 为何要让我想起? 是您不放心, 要来提醒我帮你完成照顾的责任? 还是只是一个想要我的怀念? 压力又来了.. 为何又是我? 有时,我会怀疑, 是我心太软, 还是我想太多了? 很多朋友常说我脑子里不知道放了多少东西. 有的没的, 好的坏的, 都放进去. 看起来真的该整理一下.

已经一年多了.. 没父亲的日子过得如何? 成长的岁月还长.. 我只能在这儿送一句话 << 大家一起加油吧.. >> 即使没人认同, 即使没能说出, 即使有心无力, 即使 '想' 但又 '不敢' , 一句话的鼓励, 总好过没有吧.. 也许在未来的日子里, 会有认同的一天... 毕竟是无辜的. 或许人们须给予一点动同情.. 站在那儿个角度想想? .. .. .. 待续.

金钱树开花了

金钱树开花了.. 我们的心血总算没白费.. :)



耐心的等待盛开的花.... the shape of the flower bud is so funny, .. wonder what it will look like this time round after it blossom... ;P

除了期待.. , 期待.. 还是期待 .. .哈哈..

Speeding For Bus ?

I love car speeding but that does not applies to buses. Yesterday was another day of waiting. I waited for almost half an hour before i can board the bus. As usual, the 1st bus was packed with passengers that came down from Telok Blangah therefore, i waited for the next instead of squeezing in like what other passengers were doing. After about 20 mins later, i manage to board the 2nd bus.

I've encounter a few times where i boarded a speeding bus. Yesterday was a bad one. Theres this old malay lady boarding the bus & standing as she is alighting only two bus stops away. This driver was driving at a faster speed than usual & passengers have to pay extra attention to when / where they are alighting in order to catch up pressing the bell for bus stopping. Due to the fast speed that the bus is going, it had a sudden brake when passengers presses the bell & causes the old lady a fall from where she is standing.

I'm just wondering.. why must the driver drive so fast ? Time restraint ? We're paying for the fare & not taking the bus for free. Drivers should drive carefully or more carefully i should say when they are driving a bus cos there's alot of passengers on board & not him alone.

The Price

Whats Gamble ?
- To play games for money.
- To risk money on the result of a game / race,
- To take a wild chance.

Who created a game ? who created gambling ? who created gambler ? Why does human likes to risk their money on such games ? Humans are not god. They will never know when will the game helps them to gain profit nor will they know whether it turns likewise.

4Ds, Totos, Big Sweep, Soccer, Investments.. most common are the 4Ds & totos where you'll see lots of ppl queueing up for luck especially during weekends.. Will they really strike ? will they cover all their losses once they strike ? Have they ever thought of how much they've put in before they strike once ? You can see ppl rushing towards radio or even tv once the resutls are out. Humans nature.. when you strike once, you'll go for a second try. When one looses.. they will frown & say "Oh Shit".. When one strike, they will have a smile on their face & say "Ho Sei Liao" ( In Hokkien ) .. How many ppl actually think twice before putting a stake ? Lots of ppl will just say "oh .. its just a game not gambling" :S .. Ya true.. maybe 4Ds & totos is just a small game but some elderly do put in a big stake hoping for more..

I met a couple of incidents years back where i've seen ppl lost a few thousand in just a simple soccer game .. its like drug.. you'll be addicted to it just like smoking. Recently, i met the incident again.. this time round is also a big lost but much lesser.. One can tell you that they'll quit for sure due to the huge losses + really stop it at one end but few mths later they start again at another end .. Whats the point of asking a smoker to quit smoking for years & no response.. When you care & talk to them, they will say you're nagging & stop you as to them the nagging will scare away their so call "财神爷".. if you dont care / stop them, they will continue to play & even more fiercely.

Gamblers whom are rich can afford, Middle class or poor families might not. If one were to base on their monthly salary for the game, guess they will never upgrade. One will continue stay at their sits & never give up gambling if they always have in mind that their salary can cover back if they lost. Why can't they just give a second thought ???

Whats the price for Gambling ? I can't see much benefits in there only "IF" you've won. I thk lots of gamblers will object to what i've said. A fact is a fact, you'll never know till you've met it. God Bless..!!

La Nuit

Yesterday was a rushing day .. why did i say that cos whenever i've appointments, there's sure to be some last minute task to complete.. luckily it wasn't that much OTs that i need but just a couple of minutes more than usual. Unfortunately, i'm still late.. haha lolx.... cos i'm one whom likes to be earlier than others. ;p

Hv an appointment with my dar yesterday for dinner... we headed to Clark Quay.. Too much food choices there which make us walking a few rounds before i suggested to go to Cuba Libre.. I went there once with my ex-col & find the music there rather nice ... Food mah.. i'm not sure.. maybe depends on individual. but sure i'm not just eating egg & wedges.. of cos theres meat below the egg... ;)
Gotcha.. yummy ?? For me to know.. for you to find out.. ;P

This is just a difference to show between a good HP & a Bad / Spoilt one.. haha.. whats that spider web doing up there when we're dining down here ??? aarrhhhh too bright...

Its rather noisy yesterday cos its a friday & maybe due to Halloween.. yah.. & there's lots of people appearing around here with beautiful costumes.. You can even see ppl taking pictures & videos.

What a full meal.. our next stop is to find somewhere cool & relaxing for a drink. Therefore, we stop at Wolf Blass. Mm.. nice place where we can view the colourful scenery.. .. such a good feeling.. where you can sit down for a drink, watching the colourful lightings changing, slight cool breeze with musics form opposite..

Here's what we've ordered... ( Long Island Tea & Daiquiri ) ..:P

Here we are.. !!! ... say cheese :)