I've started to receive wishes today via sms, msn & even my friendster / facebook websites came a week before. Cool thing is ex-classmates & even ex-colleagues can still remember my big day. Its such a touching moment when i receive it. I thought i should have a peaceful day today & a great day tomorrow. But things don't always turn out its way.
Work issues starts early in the morning smashing my mood. Changes & changes which had lasted since last week. Everything finally finalize in the afternoon & i though it will come to an end. Yet not. SMS received informing that i'll be facing the 4 walls again. MSN came up bringing up my mood that 4 walls might be brought down. I though its great & there came another msn giving me a great hit. Hands stretch again. Why choose at this moment ? Why not two days later ? why not at least let me have a wonderful great day first ? Am i really that lenient ? Should i be more lenient ? Could i just ignore to be lenient ?
I'm actually very proud of myself. Cos i can talk to someone whom i hate. Someone ever say that i'm crazy, i shouldn't but to my surprise, i did.. to me, life is short & its really tired to hate someone for long. Its better to gain a friend than to have one more enermy. So just take things easy.. why not choose to forgive & forget ? But will i really forget ? After that incident i admit i can't but i can forgive.. If the person don't bring up the issue, why bother to remember it ? Is this lenient too ? Generous ? Soft hearted or ??? Maybe thats my personality which i'm born to be...
My friend ask me whether am i happy today ? I can't answer.. another friend of mine told me today that no matter what happens tomorrow, i must be happy .. & of cos, i hope i can....
