Killing times passes.. I thought that i won't be reminded of all those unhappiness again but after reading a friend's blog, the flashback starts... The day i receive the call & send him to hospital, heard doctors mention that they places tubes in his mouth & chest.. it pains us to see so many tubes in him. It even pain when we did not see any doctors helping to rescue him when his heartbeat found at risk of stopping while he is in ICU. Isn't it sad ? Yea !, doctors only good at telling the family members of patients "pls prepare for the worst" ... I can't really give up the scene i saw at home & in hospital. Not even when he was lying in his "big / comfort" home.
Recall the last pic i take with him was the one which we take at home using my hp .. the last longest speech / conversation that i have with him was at bro's convo at the cafe / canteen where he seated there for coffee & i'm paying for it... & as for the last closest moments should be while we're on our way back home where i'm seating just right beside him on board the bus i guess. :'(
Sorry.. i dun feel like typing any more of this.. it sours me.. making my eyes heavy.. i'm stopping here.. sorry for the incomplete............
